From the recording .Net of Illusions
Lyrics
PART 1 - Wandering in a Twilight of Mirrors
Here, on the threshold of myself, I contemplate
what I have become
a deaf mannequin in an empty world
Now, at the gates of the void I contemplate
what will be and have been:
a blind mannequin in a right world
Frozen waves, Frozen Waves, Iced feelings
They froze and were still, Iced feelings, Frozen Waves
I am nobody
The others are scratches in sliding realities
To justify my Despair
I am nobody
My body is a pebble to them, frozen water distorts your faces
I have lost myself
wandering in this mirror of ghosts
A World of ice is all I can see around me
a icy mannequin in the cold air
The sea would flow no longer
It wearied after change
It sends an icy message
a frozen mannequin in the cold air
Frozen waves, Frozen Waves, Iced feelings
They froze and were still, Iced feelings, Frozen Waves
PART 2 - Beyond the Ice Age
Here, on the threshold of myself,
I contemplate what I have become
a deaf mannequin in an empty world
After eons something wrong
in me, out of me
In the eternal ice I can see cracks
and the water becomes liquid again
The ocean is melting, massive forces tear apart the cold,
freeing themselves from the grip of all time ocean
Beyond the ice age of my feelings
I will free to find myself, to find myself,
Beyond the ice age of my solitude, I will free
to find you
to speak to you
to touch you
Beyond the ice age of my solitude, I will free
to find you
to speak to you
to touch you
Part I
Here, on the threshold of myself, I contemplate what I have become:
a deaf mannequin in an empty world
Now, at the gates of the void I contemplate what will be and have been:
a blind mannequin in a right world
A World of ice is all I can see around me
icy waves rise in the cold air in an outstretched gesture that has not finished its run
The sea would flow no longer
It wearied after change
It sends an icy message
shadows lurks in this internal winter of my soul
Look how white everything is, how silent and void
It was frost on my flesh
The others are just trails in my mind, an evanescent vortex that I cannot grasp
But, most, like Chaos — Stopless — Cold
white rooms, gowns, faces covered around me
Frozen waves
Frozen Waves
Iced feelings
They froze and were still
I have lost myself
wandering in this mirror of ghosts
< paranoid - schizoid > [altered voice]
I am nobody
The others are scratches in sliding realities
To justify my Despair
I am nobody
My body is a pebble to them, they tend it as frozen water
< depression - bipolar disorder > [altered voice]
I feel the inability to express my feelings
my pain
the world is gripped in an eternal winter (cold)
the waves of this endless sea are crystallized
paralyzed gestures of my solitude
they go in a direction they can never reach
I'm alone in this ocean of cobalt
where life no longer exists
I'm alone in this ocean of ice
where life never existed
Frozen waves
Frozen Waves
Iced feelings
They froze and were still
It summoned in its currents
They reached not where they led
there is scratch in my mirror
splintered waves distort your faces
Sometimes my words are spiders upon the sea
while the faceless Watcher
observes me form inside
I live in the world of dark light
where all emotions are scared
I'm alone in this ocean of cobalt
where life no longer exists
I live in the world of cold light
where all despair has dried up
I'm alone in this ocean of ice
where life never existed
Sleeping Icebergs
adrift in a cobalt sea
as a dream of radioactive toys
And … the horizon is a repetition of frozen gestures
I am my own direction?
Part II
Here, on the threshold of myself, I contemplate what I have become
a deaf mannequin in an empty world
After eons something is changing in me
out of me
in the eternal ice I can see cracks
and the water becomes liquid again
The ocean is melting
massive forces tear apart the cold,
freeing themselves from the grip of all time ocean
Beyond the ice age of my feelings
I will free to find myself
Beyond the ice age of my solitude
I will free myself to find you
to speak to you
to touch you
Huge waves reach the sky
The ocean will become a powerful wave
that will propel me towards an unborn future
that I do not know
like a Saucerful of Secrets
but that I want to face (discover)